Truth
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For those that know my past they know I was once married in real life to the man behind the gorean character Celtic lord. I was his slave online as well. Then we divorced. That's simple enough right. Then I met Tagas. He is NOT Celtic Lord. I repeat for all those who might not be able to comprehend that statement .... Tagas and CL are two different men. I am now married to Tagas in real life. Yes we r/p separately. But we recently decided that we might try something different. I am being a bit OOC here and a bit transparent but when ppl try to say I am dualing and that I am typing for him and switching accounts and so on just because he and I have a running joke using a similar word "toodles " well that"s just crazy. Anyone that really knows us or matters to us will know the truth. Those that don't matter and those that I could care less what they think well it is just that simple. I don't care what you think or what you think you know. I find it rather amusing in fact that people spend so much effort trying to prove I am sitting here trying to type for My husband. Did I ever type for CL well yes I did. He wasn't very fast as a typist. But I have never once typed a post for Tagas. Since they are not the same person then I am not admitting typing for my husband only my now read this close ....EX. Husband. That is what someone becomes when you divorce them. But I wasn't dualing then either. I wasn't pretending to be him. He had a disability. Maybe it wasn't right. But he was my Master and he was dictating to me what to type for him. It wasn't me sitting there trying to make people think I was him. That would be dualing. So that is the truth of it. It was long before Tagas and I was a different character not even the same character I am now. Maybe some might consider it dualing. I was just a slave a wife then doing what a Master a husband ask me to do for him. Tagas would never allow me to type for him. That is not who he is. He might consider that dualing even though he understands the reasoning and we have discussed what I did years ago, and we are talking years as in nearly ten years ago. I don't have to prove to someone who once claimed to have feelings for me who I am now or the validity of who Tagas is.
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Kiaa
any one who matters will never believe that you type for me , and if ya ever do try to type for me there would be consequences .....
Oh don't I know it. 👌
Well who cares what they think ? 😙
Lol .....Sister. Love ya. Always me before you.
First of all I didn't know you and Tagas were maried r/l so a big congrats . second its NOONE's business what you are asked to do or not do by your spouse within your home . but then that is my little opinion .
Im a B :) i jusr have learned to not care as much what others think
Well the point wasn't about my ex spouse but more to the point that my ex spouse and my current spouse are NOT the same person. The second point was to clear up that I have not now nor have I ever dueled as I was so accused recently by a FM on Gor in a blog. But thank you for the opinion Darci.
Dyani I am learning quickly not to care what SOME think at ALL. I guess it was merely me writing to just clear my own head.
I find this entire matter beyond anything I've ever seen. To say appalling somehow makes the putrid stench less than it actually is. That someone like grym and his buddy, the mud princess could attack people and pay zero consequence is beyond the pale. his little hit list went unchallenged by the two free women who were present when he uttered it, bragged about it, obtained information to smear those he felt didn't belong on Gor. Mattered not one whit how MANY rules he broke to achieve his end.
Kiaa, your slave leita, Tagas, Shadow Larl and his slave, Dyani, Phelan, Robert ( 1- RTG) among the names on the list this self righteous excuse for a human, this absolute ba*ta*d set about to destroy. And both he and the " fw" he obtained his information from to carry out this vile plot still wander the planet Gor. Continue to post blogs, delete postings they don't like, it just goes on and on. So, let me put this in a happy place in the only way I know how. Byssus fabric.
Custom woven to a garment, blanket, throw, whatever you choose. The legendary healing qualities of this fabric beyond compare. Healing qualities of the heart, to be clear. Those suffering in any way from just this very kind of thing. The only happy place I can find: once flung, its done. One cannot re fling mud in the same place twice. * does the free woman happy dance*
I have one request. The rest of you potential targets on this sorry list of the subhuman known as grym = stand your ground. Do NOT give him the attention he so desperately seeks by ONE SINGLE POST, one single blog in reply. Thank you.
The only one with guts enough to pass the word was Chaotic. So, next time someone comes up with a revolting plot like this and you hear about it? How about giving a heads up to the potential targets instead of keeping quiet. That silence you kept got REALLY loud. Its still echoing in my ears. Yeah you.
You welcome.. since I know of noone on said hit list or seen said hit list I am going to move along now ... Once more congrats and I understand completely on the clearing your head sometimes it helps to just put thoughts to paper. Good day.
Dear Heavens,... do you "hear" your self righteous self? This... "hit list" you speak of... the one "delivered" to you was simply a man telling the teller of this "list", myself & oh my gosh, an SoB member, YOUR friend how he felt about people and their ROLE-PLAY! Seriously, you go on and on and on about the dumbest crap, you stir SO many pots to keep the strife going on any & all levels that I am dammed surprised Gorean role-play is still even around here on Buzzen... stop it! Let it go!
I mention no names, mentioned no "hit list" or slung no intentional mud to anyone in my original blog. It was simply to clear the air of my past. I was merely being forth right with who I am. Tagas warned me. Guess I should listen to his wisdom more often. Seems he is not the brainless Man some might have mentioned in other blogs. I find him quite wise in his advise. I am sure that will spark a comment or two. As I have said don't care what those think.