Back and at it...
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After a time away to mourn the r/t death of a Man who taught me to be the strong independent woman I am, I am back.
We met 16 years ago in a Gor chat room on msn and through the ups and downs, one thing never faltered, his love for me and mine for him. Initially I was his r/l sub but it wasn't long before we both realised I didnt have a submissive bone in my body and it was only with him I could relinquish any kind of control so I became free to roam Gor as a Panther Girl.
We shared online & r/l sub/slaves and also had our seperate subs/slaves as we wished and we grew together as the years passed. We spent time apart on several occasions but remained close friends throughout those times and each time we vowed never to be in a relationship together again however we both knew that was nonsense and soon we were back where we belonged, together.
For those of you who attended his funeral and sent messages, cards & flowers, thank you from the bottom of my heart. A special thank you to who we both still called Cazzi for making the long trip up here to be with us for his send off, you are truly a beautiful, kind and caring friend and I know he would have smiled seeing you there.
I am unsure of where I go or I do next but I will do it with pride and honour, traits he instilled in me.
Nothing within Gor will change, I remain the stuborn and irritating Panther I have always been.
I will be ok because he loved me and I know that wherever I go he will walk beside me.
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Prayers and love always here if you need me !
*smiles* not knowing either of Y/you, I still wanted to comment about the beautiful tribute you've written for a man that surely was a good and wise man. May he rest in peace, and may your memories provide peace and comfort to you and yours.
Thank you Emerson xx
thank you sensual dreamz x
Good to see Ya again, Queen o the Trees!
Thank you Lady (f)
My condolences on the loss of your dear friend.
You are one of the strongest women I know and I truly trust in my belief that you can do and succeed at anything that you set your mind to and that He will be watching out over you smiling down with absolute pride. You so got this, whatever this is for you at any given moment.
thank you Kyrielle
thanks mela, right now it doesn't feel that way but given time I will be the strong independent woman he made me (F)
I see, hear and feel Your emotions and pain my friend, just remember that you are so everything he made you to be, and that as long as you keep him in your heart he is always with you. Always.
thank you sweetcheeks (F)
Ohhh noooo She's baaaaaacccckkkkk! !! Quick run for the hills, no wait, She'll be there!! Just nail everything down and keep Ya eyes open!! (Ps condolences on Your loss My heart goes out to You) (f)
Sorry to hear about your loss. Welcome back
uh huh Sacha, Im back! Thank you (F)
Thanks Iskander.
Deepest thoughts are with You Panther Lady . hurt comes often and with depth but with pain .. memories also live ..
Thank you Aneesha.